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Thursday, July 8, 2010

I am not contented with my work...

Each time whenever I tell someone I' m a cosmetic physician, they will almost always respond," ohh.. you must be happy and loaded, and seeing beautiful women everyday!!!"
I would often smirk and sigh..The truth is, I am not happy at all with my work. Call me a lousy businessman, or a lousy cosmetic doctor if you wish to. But I often turn patient away, convincing them that they need not such expensive jabs just to get ride of 1-2 fine lines that does not reduce her overall appearance. It's against my conscience to perform procedures which I sincerely do not see any fault is it. Some individuals are so self conscious, that it simply doesn't make sense paying hundreds if not thousands for a few simple jabs, to my opinion simply to satisfy their insatiable psychological insecurities rather than the actual anatomical deficit. All of us grow old. Unless if you have actually found the found the fountain of youth, otherwise, growing old and haggard is the inevitable.
I simple can't stand when some women come from great distances simple to treat their pigmentation which is hardly noticeable.
It is those little peccadilloes of imperfections that makes a person perfect. I felt unfortunate for them actually. If that's not enough, I sometimes wonder whether do I give them the impression that I am a person whom you can bargain with after a procedure's being done. I am unhappy most of the time these woman walk out from my clinic. Why am I doing this to myself???
I reflect upon life, and the patients that I attend to on a weekly basis in Tzu Chi clinic in Jalan Pudu are the actual people who does the healing for me..
Last week, I saw this patient with filiriasis.












































































This.... is reality, my friends!!!

3 comments:

  1. Absolutely disgusting pics at the end!! I hope they get the help they need. And it's nice to hear that you're being honest with your patients.. not all doctors are as sincere as you :)
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  2. i think you're a responsible person to turn down clients because you think they don't need them. seriously. some people don't really look nicer after. they look fake. no offence though. i'm not saying that your lot are doing a bad job. XD
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  3. Dear totten,
    Thanks for your flattery and compliments. But I think cosmetic medicine which supposedly being an art in medicine is now being so commercialized that it's lost its essence.
    I've turned down many patient's as I normally assess them psychologically without them realizing it. Many of them have hidden issues which lead them to think cosmetic corrections is a cover up to their problems.

    @j_fish- Thanks again for your kind words. I am doing what a doctor supposed to be doing and if my actions are considered good/exemplary, this only goes to show how bad the impression is by the public. My action shouldn't stand out, it should be the standard of what health providers ought to give. That's why way back then, there are only 4 profession, doctors, teachers, social workers, and lawyers while the others are merely called jobs. Doctor is absolutely out among the original 4.
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