I am not sure why this morning I woke up with a certain uncomfortable, uneasy, and unpleasant feeling.Perhaps it could be due to many factors.
Perhaps its something that has been within me for such a long time that I failed to identify the cause of this unhappiness.
Tomorrow will be my father's second chemotherapy. Seeing my father who is such a fit, joyful, God loving person who's undeserving of his sickness. Life just isn't fair. I felt the pain from within, and as I am writing this, my breathing laboured and my eyes tearing up.
Please God be with him whenever he calls upon your Name, held his hand and take away the fears that he face. He's Your angel who walks on earth. Why him?
Second could be due to my staggering slow business. I must find a way so as misery doesn't creep into the lives of my three children.
There, I've let out my heart's burdens. Does it make me feel better. Definitely maybe. It is time like this that i yearned for Your presence, Father.
Perhaps its something that has been within me for such a long time that I failed to identify the cause of this unhappiness.
Tomorrow will be my father's second chemotherapy. Seeing my father who is such a fit, joyful, God loving person who's undeserving of his sickness. Life just isn't fair. I felt the pain from within, and as I am writing this, my breathing laboured and my eyes tearing up.
Please God be with him whenever he calls upon your Name, held his hand and take away the fears that he face. He's Your angel who walks on earth. Why him?
Second could be due to my staggering slow business. I must find a way so as misery doesn't creep into the lives of my three children.
There, I've let out my heart's burdens. Does it make me feel better. Definitely maybe. It is time like this that i yearned for Your presence, Father.
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