I want to be free

I wish to be a musician, so I could play my heart's content
I wish to be a poet so I could write feeling's out
I wish to be an painter and draw beautiful pictures
I wish to be a soldier, to fight for love
I wish to be a diver, in search for pearls
I wish to be a climber to touch the sky
I wish I could be anyone I want to be
Bring alive my fantasies
But I am trapped in this body
I am a doctor that heals
I want to go to heaven to touch God's face
Do I want to be a dreamer that sleeps
Do I want to be a sinner, that weeps
Or an angel, under grace and soar the sky
I am human with endless possibilities
But I am trapped within this body
I never lived for me
I can't be free
I live for everybody except for me
I am trapped within this body
This body trapped within this vicinity
I dream to be free
Not free from responsibility, but free to be anybody
I wish I could fly to soar the sky
I wish to swim with the dolphins in the seas
There are times I wish I am someone else
Rather than being myself
I have no one to talk to hence I write poetry
that's the only way my mind can be free
I keep all the troubles to myself
With no one to share my feelings with
That explains why I react irrationally
People tends to judge me
how I wish if only they would know me
well enough before concluding upon me
I want to travel endlessly
I want to know how its like to be human, and not only
being me
I had a wonderful childhood, but its only part of me
I've got a whole lot more ahead of me
I want to climb mountains, cross the seven seas
I've helped the sickly, I've healed many
no the other hand I've failed in my duty
part of me became empty when I tell the family
that their love one died, and it took along part of me
it affected my sanity, I was warned not to take it personally
but what if it's my family
God please appear before me
Show me the way, I beg You to guide me
how to be human, how to live correctly
I want to touch you, speak to me
Instead of persistently testing and breaking me

-Wan Chee Hung